New blogskin. No, I'm not no Mapler no more. But I do write in the MS section of FF.net.
Nothing much to post about. For once, school was boring. I'm kinda drifting away from 2K in a small way...0.o...
SEL was quite good. I don't think the message got to the people who really needed it though. The power of total ignorance and denial. >.<
I've really been having these big doubts recently. Looks like I've been living in a fairytale world too long.
I used to believe that anything can be righted. Anyone can have a change of heart. All it takes is time and hard work, and perhaps a view of what they did wrong. I was totally off. There are some people who simply cannot be cured. I've given up helping them. Now is the time to fight fire with fire.
Sure, they talked about not giving up your dreams, etc etc. Sometimes dreams are just impossible. And when they're impossible dreams, live with it. I'm going to live with it, and you'd better be comfortable with that.
Okay, just a short ramble. Sorry. I just needed to pen my thoughts down somewhere. Anywhere.
I just wanted to end off with something that might be contradicting.
I know I said a change of heart for them was an impossible dream. But you know what? I'll just try dreaming it a little more. Maybe one day they'll lose that self-righteous saddistic exterior to a humane inside. aybe. I dunno. Anyone can keep hoping.
NOTE: If you don't feel comfortable with this, don't read this and pretend I'm just a cheerful weird guy. That's all.
Nothing much to post about. For once, school was boring. I'm kinda drifting away from 2K in a small way...0.o...
SEL was quite good. I don't think the message got to the people who really needed it though. The power of total ignorance and denial. >.<
I've really been having these big doubts recently. Looks like I've been living in a fairytale world too long.
I used to believe that anything can be righted. Anyone can have a change of heart. All it takes is time and hard work, and perhaps a view of what they did wrong. I was totally off. There are some people who simply cannot be cured. I've given up helping them. Now is the time to fight fire with fire.
Sure, they talked about not giving up your dreams, etc etc. Sometimes dreams are just impossible. And when they're impossible dreams, live with it. I'm going to live with it, and you'd better be comfortable with that.
Okay, just a short ramble. Sorry. I just needed to pen my thoughts down somewhere. Anywhere.
I just wanted to end off with something that might be contradicting.
I know I said a change of heart for them was an impossible dream. But you know what? I'll just try dreaming it a little more. Maybe one day they'll lose that self-righteous saddistic exterior to a humane inside. aybe. I dunno. Anyone can keep hoping.
NOTE: If you don't feel comfortable with this, don't read this and pretend I'm just a cheerful weird guy. That's all.
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