So many problems are rising to replace the exams. Dammit.
I think I've lost my ability to write. No, I think it's worse. I think I've NEVER written well at all. Suddenly, I feel so much like a failure. Writing was my forte, and now I can't even trust it.
Another thing is Robotics. I'm starting to wonder why I had insisted on joining RC so much. I mean, I'm practically useless at Lego Robotics. Believe me. Lots of other people could have taken my place, and done a much better job. Hell, the eight others would have been enough.
This is a world of competition. You miss out once, to heck with you. I should have known that earlier. It might be too late now. Not just competition, not just acad, I think even my social life is kinda messed up. Cool. All that at merely 13.
Going back to doing nothing,
I think I've lost my ability to write. No, I think it's worse. I think I've NEVER written well at all. Suddenly, I feel so much like a failure. Writing was my forte, and now I can't even trust it.
Another thing is Robotics. I'm starting to wonder why I had insisted on joining RC so much. I mean, I'm practically useless at Lego Robotics. Believe me. Lots of other people could have taken my place, and done a much better job. Hell, the eight others would have been enough.
This is a world of competition. You miss out once, to heck with you. I should have known that earlier. It might be too late now. Not just competition, not just acad, I think even my social life is kinda messed up. Cool. All that at merely 13.
Going back to doing nothing,
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