Sian - Yet Another Post

I know I've been portraying the same emotions of stress, sianness, slight emoing. Even if no one notices it.
I'm going to fail Art. And I can't be bothered to give a damn. I mean, not all people are good at visual art. I just have a shaky hand. Is that so wrong? Is that such a crime? Can't they remove visual art as a subject contributing to overall?
Failing D&T too. My product has been handed in uncompleted. And I can't care anymore. I've too much things happening. Mr. Tay said to reassess my priorities. And that's what I'm doing.
Chinese? As usual. I can't improve, I just can't. I've tried my hardest, and look where that got me. Next to nothing. Maybe less.
PW? I can't give a bloody F**K anymore. I know it's unfair to the others, but I really can't cope. Say I can't handle a tiny bit of stress, say I'm a weakling, I don't care. I don't care. If I'm a weakling and an idiot, then let me stay that way. You know who you are.
To those who don't exactly hate me, sorry for this post. I just had to vent some stress albeit. Guess it was a little verbally violent. To a certain extent.