Pushing Me Away

This post is mainly(partially) for pushing down the LONG post of 800++ words, but then, I can also talk about some other things. XD
First is Imeem. Bad news first, anyway. I absolutely HATE Imeem for constantly NOT being able to load. Zzz.
Another thing is my fanfiction. Whoever wants their characters to appear, or THEMSELVES to appear in the story, please tell me. XD running out of ideas. RongWei has one. Thanks, RW. XD
Lastly is the (not-so-sure-but-think-so) SERIOUS stuff. Well, sort of.
For all AHSians who remembered Mr. Kevin Tan's song. I listen to that every once in a while, what a coincidence. 0.o
About the video after it. As it said, one is special, one is unique, one is different. One must also live one's life, not live it like it's been written by some others. That is the part I feel has been going wrong for me.
My life is based on promises. With friends: "Don't worry, I'll keep this a secret." "Don't worry, I'll help you.". With family: "Don't worry, I promise to improve my Chinese." Of course, I'll improve it, to save my own skin, but then...
A question I would like to post on this post before I go:
If everyone has something special, is everyone the same?