Sorry for the delay. Nothing much to post about anyway, and not many people to read...
Results? I did survive. Not my expected grade, but at least only Chinese failed. Shall aim to improve...after the hols.
Life during holidays? Kind of boring...At least there's CCA training to keep me occupied, but so far, weekends have proven boring. I seriously need something else to do...can't go for CCA 24/7 anyway.
In any case, training tomorrow at Rulang Pri Sch, which conveniently happens to be in Jurong. I'm expecting tomorrow's CCA to be full day. Shall have fun travelling...>.<
And I really have nothing else to talk about. Boring life. Hope for something to do during the hols...

Exams DO make you busy.
Yes, I'm back after a month. Exam's cool, I'm going to fail one or even possibly two subjects if I'm unlucky, but that's out of the point. The main thing is, it's time for CCA. Screw academics now.
And yes, so CCA it shall be now. Quite a number of things coming up recently. E4 Cluster camp, 20th ISMC, VEX, NJRC. And I'm most likely heading my ISMC group, unless I decide Joe or Yikun's up to the job. I'll rather Yikun handle NJRC though. Give him some practice at the very competition we always lose. It's less costly that way, and he gets his experience. And who knows, if we win we know what Yikun's capable of. I guess.
Today's meeting actually taught me quite a few things I should have thought of so long ago. Why the hell was I caring about rank? We're the ex-co. We plan stuff together as a whole. We act as one, plot as one, win as one, lose as one, and all in the name of the Club. There's no need for ambition going on here. Everyone's equal, or at least everyone's opinion is as equal as it can be. No major fights, no splits. Power DOES matter, but not in a place like the RC. Maybe one day I'll find a time to rise up and seize control if I can, but not in Robotics. There was never any politics going on. I guess I was deluding myself. At least I hope...

Back once again. And again, life has been kinda empty the last few days. Seriously, nothing much to talk about.
Just had CCA handover today, or yesterday, seeing as it's midnight in Singapore now. Handover's been a rather big surprise for me...and a real challenge.
To tell the truth, when I was interviewed for my CCA position, one question that I nearly couldn't answer was as follows:
"What position would you prefer in Robotics?"
What position? I don't know. Everyone knows, everyone thinks I wanna be vice-chairperson. I just wanna be that guy who sits behind the scenes and runs the CCA without credit. I want to be away from the stress of speeches, of being responsible. There was a time that even I thought so. But sometimes, just sometimes, I let myself be selfish and think of the advantages of being the guy in charge, that one person responsible for Robotics. I guess it's an ambitious side of me I never really thought of. The main question had been: was I capable enough? Will this help the CCA?
I guess it was a no.
Being treasurer isn't exactly a bad thing, but sometimes, I just think of how nice it would have been to be able to proudly say that I'm in charge, Robotics is under my care. It's selfish, but after so long of living as wallpaper, I guess it's hard not to feel so.
From the CCA point of view, however, having me do everything backstage has advantages I guess. I never was good enough to lead, never charismatic enough to speak, and never influential enough. I never really had anything to my credit I was proud of. But perhaps, that was my only weakness.
Don't get me wrong, I'll still do my duties as a member of exco. I can't say I'm most enthusiastic about it, but I will get the job done.
In this little world we live in now, it's the minority which makes an impact, actually make a diference. The majority are everyday constants, people who are just there because. I guess I've never accepted myself as the latter.
I don't know if I should be relieved or discontent.

Hi people. Back online after quite a few days of studying...
So, nothing much been happening to me these few days. Other than the studying streak, that is.
Been a little disappointed with my results, although I think I'm being perfectionist...
16/25 for Lit. Seriously, I'm not boasting when I say that I could have scored higher. I have done so. It shouldn't have been too hard...shall have to be more serious about Lit.
13.5/25 for Geog. Not too much of a surprise there actually; I thought I would fail. Nothing to say about it...
Shall wait for Chinese. It's a fail, but I'm hoping for D7.
Oh, and I'm restarting DotA while I try not to study to death. Watching a new generation of players is quite interesting...I'm kind of mentoring them now. Which is weird coz I wasn't even a good player last year. Shall see how they fare...
On another note, CCA's been rather...I don't know, it doesn't feel like CCA when it's only once per week and every time it's CCA I'm missing for up till 4.30 due to remedial. Hope I can get the time back...Really feeling out of touch with CCA now. Tomorrow's competition briefing, so won't be with the majority of the CCA again. Damn.
Ending my post of then. Have a nice day people.
P.S. I'm not emo, I just REALLY have nothing to say online. I guess I'm more cheerful face to face?